Hollow Storm

Justin and Garbage Barge were at Edgewood today after I finished practicing my punches on the bag.    He again nudged about the pack and, maybe this time I turned him down enough that he won't ask again.   I just get the feeling it's less about me, and more about wanting people in his pack.   I don't know what it's like to be in one, or if what he's said is true that no one here will take me.  But I'm not about to walk myself into a coyote pack  - that would be, I think, about the worst idea ever.

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Man.  That guy doesn't even realize he can be almost as much of a jerk as Fitz.   I mean, really?  All of that just to test me?  I don't even know if I buy that as an honest answer.  I think he was being honest to start with and then tried to play it off as a test when I didn't react the way he wanted.    Definitely don't think that's the place for me.
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Just a whole bunch of people at the house today, so got to meet some new faces.   There's a Corax, who is apparently way older than she looks.  And a couple of Gnawers.  The one that /looks/ meaner, actually comes across kind of nicer.  The other?   Nothing but sarcasm and attitude.   Maybe he's just compensating.  He is a Gnawer after all.   Got to listen in on more of what's going on.   I could be really helpful in this situation, maybe.  But ... I dunno if I am supposed to be that open with things.   I wish I had someone to talk to about this.

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The clusterfuck that just erupted is beyond words really.   Worse, I was a part of it.   Worse even still, is that I have no idea if-   I have no idea what to do about it.   I saw her.   That same one that has set me so ill at ease.   She looked like a Dancer, and riddled with things that shouldn't be.   That Gnawer defended her even as she attacked the Get woman.   And how did it all start?   That Fianna with the smart mouth and the bad attitude.   Like dominoes falling, one thing led to the next, to the next.   I woke up in the house.    Did I frenzy?   I don't think I did.   I just know what I saw.  

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